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i think i'm going mad.i woke up from my nap since 8pm to look for my medicine and when i curiously couldn't find it i decided to go and eat (AGAIN!!!) and i ended up in front of my computer blog surfing and i realised i didn't have my specs on and i put them on only to realise that i had my contacts on still.and then i decided to look for my medicine and i walked around my room for 5 seconds when i decided that it would be warmer sitting in front of my computer. :( yucks i think i'm dying.
i don't know what's going on between us now,because you haven't replied or called me or anything.i just hope we haven't changed.people tell me i'm not supposed to tell you how i feel,cos that would give you the power to wield in this situation.but i give up.i really do.i don't know what you're thinking i don't know how you're feeling.i don't even know whether you care.i feel jumpy without you i feel so unsafe without you.but that's something i'm not supposed to let you know either.how can there be politics in something that's supposed to be as honest as a relationship.forget it.
